Another Dawn is the "book of my heart."  While it's true every book is a book of my heart--they are too much work not to be--this one was really special. I was deeply disappointed that it was "under-published." My agent, readers, and reviewers all agreed it should have been released to a more mainstream audience. The rights have now reverted to me, and I have re-issued it in digital format. I hope more readers will have the opportunity to follow the saga of a man out of time, and a woman out of options. The following reviews, awards, and excerpt are from the original mass market release.  
  
                           
                          Winner of the Dorothy Parker
                          Award for Excellence,
                          presented annually by Reviewers
                          International
                          Organization! 
                        
 "Only a
                          very talented writer can take
                          a man sentenced to death and
                          turn him into the kind of hero
                          who is not only appealing, but
                          one a reader can actually feel
                          sympathy for. Deb Stover
                          certainly manages to pull off
                          such a hero, and with panache,
                          in Another
                            Dawn .   This is an engaging
                          read right from the start.
                          There is emotion, sensuality,
                          action, and intrigue. It packs
                          a powerful anti-death-penalty
                          message, but does so without
                          the sermon. If you like your
                          romance on the intense side
                          with very real-to-life
                          characters, then this may be
                          the book for you."   
                          ~Rebecca Ekmark, All About
                            Romance 
                        
                        
                         "DebStover is an original and hertime travel romances areunique, clever, intelligent,intriguing and romantic.ANOTHER DAWN is a thinkingwoman's paranormal romancewith twists and turns,thought-provoking ideas andjust the right balance ofromance and time travel..." ~Kathe Robin (Romantic Times), Top Pick and Nominated for a reviewer'schoice award! 
                         "WOW!!
                          ANOTHER DAWN is STUNNING! 
                          I wish I'd thought of it
                          first."  ~Maggie Shayne,
                          best-selling author
                        
                         “ANOTHER
                          DAWN is a fantastic time
                          travel romance that keeps the
                          reader hopping and hoping for
                          Luke and Sofie.   Hot and
                          spirited Ms. Stover does it
                          again by opening the new year
                          with what will be recognized
                          as one of the top tales that
                          will leave many other authors
                          scampering to safer
                          plots."   Five Stars!!  
                          ~Harriet Klausner, Affaire
                            de
                            Coeur   
                         "Powerful,
                          touching, and truly unique to
                          the genre.   You haven't
                          read time travel until you've
                          read Deb Stover!" 
                          ~Kristina Wright, The
                            Literary Times
                        
                          "Genius...   Five Stars!" ~Jim Trent, About.com
                        
                          "Deb
                          Stover has a dynamite book
                          here, the best thing she's
                          written yet. It's wonderful,
                          it's practically flawless, and
                          I'm truly in awe. I knew it
                          when I first set eyes on
                          it."  ~Karen Harbaugh,
                          award-winning
                          author 
                        
                          "The
                          time-travel genre belongs to
                          Deb Stover! Nobody does it
                          better! I couldn't put this
                          book down." ~Maggie Osborne, best-selling author
                        
                          "Another
                          Dawn is
                          gripping and wonderful." 
                          JoAnn Ross, New York Times best-selling author 
                        
                          "The
                          intensity of Luke and Sofie's
                          love, and the strength of
                          their passion, transcends the
                          bounds of Time itself. Their
                          love was meant to be, and
                          nothing can keep them apart,
                          not in this time or in any
                          other. The last two chapters,
                          when their fate catches up
                          to  them at last, brought tears
                          to my eyes." 
                          ~Compuserve
                        
                          "Ms. Stover can, and
                          does, make history and romance
                          come forward or backward, and
                          delivers an outstanding story
                          of courage, faith, and
                          timeless love. Fantastic!  5 Bells!!!" ~Donita
                          Lawrence, Bell, Book and
                            Candle
                        
                          "The
                          incredible Deb Stover has done
                          it again. A man with no
                          future. A woman with no past.
                          A chance for love in a town
                          called Redemption. This book will make you laugh
                          out loud, and cry...and want
                          to pick it up and   read
                          it all over again. I loved
                          this book, I loved the
                          honorable, lovable and oh so
                          wounded Luke and the feisty
                          strong and so very wonderful
                          Sofie. This book gets my vote
                          for best book of the
                          year!!"  ~Avid reader, Terrie
                          Figueroa
                        
                          
                         
                          
                        CHAPTER
                          ONE 
                          
                        
                          The heavy
                          thud of Luke Nolan's heart played a
                          funeral dirge. Footsteps echoed through
                          the tunnel, keeping time with his pulse as
                          if the entire proceeding were meticulously
                          choreographed.
   
                          
                        
                          Music
                          to fry
                          by. 
                          
                        
                          His hands
                          were cuffed, and chains linked his ankles,
                          their rhythmic chink, chink, chink
                          punctuating his death march. Everything
                          seemed magnified, in slow motion. Surreal
                          neon lighting provided the finishing
                          touch. 
                          
                        
                          Looking
                          around, he counted one woman--the prison
                          doctor who would pronounce him dead--and
                          eight men. How many assholes does it
                            take to execute Luke
                            Nolan?  
                        
                          He almost
                          laughed. Hell, he should laugh. Eleven
                          years rotting on death row should give him
                          that right. So much for the Court of
                          Appeals and a pitiful excuse for a public
                          defender. 
                          
                        
                          How do
                          you
                          plead? 
                          
                        
                          Not
                          guilty. 
                          
                        
                          And no one
                          had believed him, including his so-called
                          attorney. 
                          
                        
                          The prison
                          chaplain appeared at Luke's side, an open
                          Bible clutched in his hands as they
                          continued the long walk to the execution
                          chamber. Luke was beyond prayer, but it
                          couldn't hurt. Maybe, just
                          maybe... 
                          
                        
                          Get
                          over it. You're dead meat,
                          Nolan. 
                          
                        
                          He
                          banished hope from his mind and heart as
                          the heavy doors opened before them. It was
                          freezing cold, in absolute contrast to
                          what he'd soon
                          feel. 
                          
                        
                          Luke
                          swallowed the lump in his throat,
                          commanding himself not to reveal his fear.
                          These sons of bitches wanted him to fry,
                          and there wasn't a frigging thing he could
                          do to prevent it, but he'd be damned
                          before he'd give them the satisfaction of
                          seeing his terror. No matter how
                          real... 
                          
                        
                          "Would you
                          like last rites, Luke?"the chaplain
                          asked. 
                          
                        
                          For a
                          moment, Luke met the man's gaze. The
                          expression in the priest's aging eyes left
                          no doubt he disapproved of these
                          proceedings. "Nah, that's all right,
                          Father. Too late for
                          me." 
                          
                        
                          "I've
                          always believed in your innocence,"he
                          whispered. "I'll pray for your soul, my
                          son. Is there anyone you'd like me to
                          call?" 
                          
                        
                          "No
                          thanks, Father."So there was one person
                          in the whole world who actually believed
                          him. One. "Tell my
                          grandma..." 
                          
                        
                          "Yes?" 
                          
                        
                          "Never
                          mind."Luke released a long sigh. "She
                          wouldn't even believe you. Thanks just the
                          same,
                          Father." 
                          
                        
                          Raised by
                          his devoutly Catholic grandparents, Luke
                          Nolan had been a kid from the poor side of
                          Denver, in the wrong place at the wrong
                          time. Tough, cool, cocky as
                          hell... 
                          
                        
                          And
                          gullible. 
                          
                        
                          Eleven
                          years ago, he'd followed Ricky--a punk
                          from nowhere with no last name--into that
                          liquor store believing they were after a
                          fresh six-pack. One minute they were
                          joking around. A few seconds later, Ricky
                          pulled a gun on the old man behind the
                          counter. 
                          
                        
                          The
                          crotchety old man triggered an alarm
                          before Ricky could clean out the
                          register.   Enraged by the man's
                          nerve, Ricky shot the clerk between the
                          eyes and ran, leaving both his gun and
                          Luke
                          behind. 
                          
                        
                          Luke was a
                          wild kid, but not a killer. He'd never
                          even owned a piece, for Christ's sake. But
                          when the cops rushed in and found him on
                          his knees with a rag pressed to the man's
                          bloody forehead, it was a done
                          deal. 
                          
                        
                          No
                          witnesses and no prints on the gun--just
                          an eighteen-year-old punk who'd already
                          found plenty of trouble in his young life.
                          Luke was arrested, tried and convicted
                          practically before the victim drew his
                          last
                          breath. 
                          
                        
                          Eleven
                          years. Luke sighed and looked around the
                          room--anything to keep him from fixating
                          on the chair. Public outrage over
                          capital punishment had delayed his
                          execution countless times. With so much
                          time on his hands, he'd even managed to
                          earn his college
                          degree. 
                          
                        
                          After the
                          raging hormones of adolescence had
                          loosened their grip on his sanity, Luke
                          discovered a new side to himself. If his
                          Appeal had ever came through, he'd
                          intended to complete his Master's and
                          teach high school. Hell, maybe he could've
                          prevented a few punks from ending up like
                          him. 
                          
                        
                          Idealistic
                          bastard. 
                          
                        
                          Bitterness
                          settled in his gut like acid and he
                          swallowed the bile that burned his throat.
                          Hell, at least getting his degree had kept
                          him
                          busy. 
                          
                        
                          "I have
                          something for you,"the priest said,
                          jerking Luke back to the present. "Your
                          grandfather wrote
                          a--" 
                          
                        
                          "My
                          grandfather died three years ago."Disbelief and the pain of remembrance
                          slithered through Luke. His pulse
                          escalated to a jarring thud in his ears as
                          he recalled his grandmother's words when
                          she'd called with the news. She'd accused
                          him of murdering the old man with
                          shame. 
                          
                        
                          The priest
                          lowered his gaze for a moment, then drew a
                          deep breath, reached into his pocket and
                          withdrew an envelope. "Your grandmother
                          sent this yesterday. Your grandfather left
                          instructions that you were to have it
                          if..." 
                          
                        
                          Luke
                          gnashed his teeth, hoping the noise might
                          blot out the memory of his last visit from
                          his grandfather. Albert Nolan was the only
                          man in the world Luke had ever truly
                          respected. That respect had given the old
                          man power--too damned much
                          power. 
                          
                        
                          With
                          shaking fingers, Luke took the envelope,
                          swallowing the lump in his throat.   "Thanks, Father."It wasn't the priest's
                          fault that Luke had once cared enough for
                          someone to make himself vulnerable to this
                          kind of
                          pain. 
                          
                        
                          "What's
                          that?"Warden Graham stopped in front of
                          Luke and snatched the envelope
                          away. 
                          
                        
                          "It's only
                          a letter from the boy's grandfather,"the
                          priest explained,
                          sighing. 
                          
                        
                          With a
                          smirk, Graham looked at the envelope, then
                          returned it to Luke. "Make it
                          quick." 
                          
                        
                          Luke
                          refused to meet the warden's gaze, knowing
                          he'd find a malicious gleam in those
                          accusing eyes. After the warden turned and
                          walked away, Luke opened the envelope and
                          unfolded the single page to view his
                          grandfather's spidery scrawl. His vision
                          blurred, but he blinked several times to
                          clear it, then noted the ten-year-old date
                          at the top of the page--the same day
                          Luke's death sentence was handed
                          down. 
                          
                        
                          You
                          shamed me. I will go to my grave grieving
                          the end of the Nolan name. I hereby disown
                          you. Albert
                          Nolan. 
                          
                        
                          Neatly,
                          Luke refolded the page and returned it to
                          the envelope. "Will you destroy this for
                          me later, Father?"He cleared his throat
                          and tried not to see the pity so obvious
                          in the priest's faded gray
                          eyes. 
                          
                        
                          "Of
                          course, my son."He sighed. "I'm
                          sorry." 
                          
                        
                          "Don't be,
                          Father,"Luke said, looking beyond the
                          priest's white hair to the stark walls of
                          the chamber. "Don't
                          be." 
                          
                        
                          Then a
                          prickling sensation on the back of his
                          neck told him someone was watching him. He
                          looked up and met the doctor's anxious
                          gaze. She looked nervous as hell as she
                          tucked a dark curl behind one ear.
                          Something sparkled on her cheek and she
                          brushed it away with the back of her hand.
                          Tears? Fat chance. No one would cry
                          for
                          him. 
                          
                        
                          "It's
                          time,"a rough voice said from behind the
                          priest. 
                          
                        
                          "I hate
                          this,"the woman said loud enough for
                          everyone to hear. "Why won't you let me
                          ex--" 
                          
                        
                          "Too late
                          now, Doctor,"the warden
                          said. 
                          
                        
                          "But you
                          can't
                          do--" 
                          
                        
                          "All you
                          have to do is tell us when it's over and
                          sign the death certificate."The warden
                          turned his back on the doctor and
                          approached Luke again. "Now I can retire
                          knowing I did my job right,"he said, his
                          eyes glinting with malicious victory
                          before he walked
                          away. 
                          
                        
                          Luke drew
                          a deep breath, deciding not to waste it on
                          a response. The warden's wishes had been
                          obvious for years. Swift justice. Yeah,
                            right. Justice.  
                        
                          "Go with
                          God, my son,"the chaplain said quietly.
                          As he backed away murmuring in outdated
                          Latin, he made the sign of the cross
                          toward Luke. A
                          blessing. 
                          
                        
                          Once upon
                          a time, Luke would've understood the
                          words. Now, too late, he wished he could
                          remember their meaning. He wished so
                          damned many things, but he dared not think
                          of his grandfather again. Anything but
                          that. 
                          
                        
                          Defeated,
                          he pushed away thoughts of the priest and
                          all things religious. This was the end--he
                          had to face it. Resolutely, he forced his
                          gaze back to the vehicle for his one way
                          trip to hell. It looked like something
                          from Dr. Frankenstein's lab. A moment
                          later, two men led him to the chair,
                          replaced the chains and handcuffs with
                          automatic restraints, then placed
                          electrodes on his shaved head and one
                          leg. 
                          
                        
                          The sick
                          part of him had wanted--needed--to know
                          exactly what would happen today, so he'd
                          researched the fine art of electrocution
                          in preparation for the big event. These
                          innocuous little electrodes would send two
                          thousand volts of current blasting through
                          his body. Nineteen hundred degrees
                          fahrenheit. His eyeballs would pop out of
                          their sockets, and his face and appendages
                          would become hideously contorted and
                          disfigured. The stench of his burning
                          flesh--inside and out--would permeate the
                          chamber. 
                          
                        
                          The
                          burning flesh of an innocent
                          man... 
                          
                        
                          The
                          condemned usually defecated and urinated
                          after the current had done its job. Pity
                          he'd be too far gone by then to witness
                          his executioners' gagging and retching.
                          They'd know soon enough why Luke Nolan had
                          requested a hot and nasty burrito for his
                          last
                          meal. 
                          
                        
                          Another
                          man rushed into the room, his face flushed
                          and his breathing labored. Luke couldn't
                          prevent a surge of hope, and he exchanged
                          a questioning glance with the priest.
                          Could this be a last minute
                          reprieve? 
                          
                        
                          "We got a
                          bomb threat and we're evacuating,"the man
                          said. "Not a chance. We'll be finished in
                          a few minutes,"the warden said. "Those
                          bleeding hearts don't see a damn thing
                          wrong with blowing us to hell and back,
                          but they cry cruelty at simple
                          justice." 
                          
                        
                          Last year,
                          when a particularly aggressive activist
                          organization had threatened to prevent
                          Luke's execution by any means necessary,
                          the authorities had transferred him to a
                          brand new, underground facility far up in
                          the mountains. He didn't even know exactly
                          where they were--some new prison with
                          high-tech equipment for ridding the world
                          of scum like him.   The maximum
                          security facility was built into a
                          mountain like NORAD. It wasn't even
                          officially open yet, and as far as he
                          knew, he was the one and only
                          prisoner. 
                          
                        
                          Soon,
                          there would be
                          none. 
                          
                        
                          Compassion
                          filled the priest's eyes, and Luke jerked
                          his gaze away, hating himself for hoping,
                          even for a moment. "Just get it over
                          with,"he muttered, grinding his teeth. He
                          refused to beg for his miserable
                          life. 
                          
                        
                          The doctor
                          stood beside the priest, more tears
                          trickling unheeded down her cheeks.
                          Everyone deserved at least one mourner
                          when they died, and now Luke had two more
                          than he'd
                          expected. 
                          
                        
                          Except for
                          the doctor's murmuring to the priest, an
                          obscene silence fell over the room as the
                          head fry cook pulled a black hood over
                          Luke's face. The mournful wail of sirens
                          sounded in the distance as thunder rumbled
                          to a roar then faded, only to return even
                          louder.   Closer. Not thunder, Luke
                          realized.
                          Explosions. 
                          
                        
                          The first
                          searing jolt tore through his body and he
                          screamed. Unbearable pain... If the
                          current failed to kill him, insanity would
                          finish the job. No human could endure such
                          pain and
                          live. 
                          
                        
                          The
                          chaplain reverted to English and Luke
                          clung to the familiar words above the boom
                          of another explosion. Pandemonium erupted
                          around him just as the next surge
                          plundered through him. This time he didn't
                          scream. Instead, he could've sworn he
                          heard his own desperate voice join the
                          priest's. 
                          
                        
                          Our
                          Father, who art in
                          Heaven...                          
 *  *  * 
                         Something
                          heavy pressed down on Luke's chest,
                          pinning him beneath its oppressive weight.
                          He had to breathe. He clawed the hood from
                          his face, but even without it only
                          darkness greeted his
                          gaze. 
                          
                        
                          His arms
                          and legs were free. Strange. When had they
                          released the automatic restraints? Or
                          maybe he was already dead and this was
                          hell. 
                          
                        
                          He drew
                          the deepest breath possible as he ran his
                          hands down his chest until he found
                          something cool and rough. Jagged edges
                          scraped his burned fingers and he realized
                          the weight was a pile of pieces, rather
                          than one large
                          object. 
                          
                        
                          His heart
                          slammed against his chest as the truth
                          emerged from his fried brain. No, not
                          quite fried--only singed. The explosions
                          had saved
                          him. 
                          
                        
                          I'm
                          alive. 
                          
                        
                          Joy and
                          fear rushed through him as he shoved the
                          crumbled stones from his chest. Little by
                          little, the weight eased until he could
                          breathe. His ribs were intact--a
                          miracle. 
                          
                        
                          Luke
                          closed his eyes and sighed. A miracle,
                          yes. 
                          
                        
                          He
                          remembered the prison chaplain and the
                          doctor. Were they alive, too? Then another
                          thought made his gut wrench into a tight
                          fist against his
                          heart. 
                          
                        
                          Escape was
                          his only hope. If anyone found him, they'd
                          only try again. Hell, they'd probably pin
                          the bombing on him, too. But wasn't there
                          something in the law about men who
                          survived execution? No, he couldn't be
                          sure of that. Warden Graham would find a
                          way. 
                          
                        
                          But Luke
                          Nolan would commit suicide before he
                          allowed them to strap him into that chair
                          again. The
                          pain... 
                          
                        
                          Sweat
                          popped from every pore and his skin stung.
                          He felt sunburned. Yes, his skin was
                          burned all right. No telling how much
                          internal damage all that electricity might
                          have inflicted. He could still
                          die. 
                          
                        
                          The
                          hell I will.  
                        
                          Determinedly,
                          Luke freed himself from the rubble and sat
                          upright. His head throbbed and he rubbed
                          his temples, struggling with his memory.
                          They'd brought him down one or two floors
                          in an elevator, then through a long
                          tunnel. The building must have collapsed
                          during the explosions. Now all he had to
                          do was find his way to the
                          surface. 
                          
                        
                          To
                          freedom. 
                          
                        
                          At least
                          he wasn't completely buried. A few more
                          small rocks fell, as if to remind him how
                          quickly that could change. Shielding the
                          top of his head with his folded arms, he
                          rose. The entire mountain could come down
                          at any moment. He had to get out of here
                          fast, for more reasons than
                          one. 
                          
                        
                          The air
                          was thick with dust and smoke. With gas
                          and electric lines, the place could go up
                          without warning. Resisting the urge to
                          cough, he took a step just as a beam of
                          light appeared in front of him.
                          Instinctively, he ducked, bumping his knee
                          against something hard and smooth.
                          Somehow, he knew it was the electric
                          chair, and he swallowed
                          convulsively. 
                          
                        
                          The light
                          grew brighter, dragging Luke's gaze to it
                          again. At first, he'd thought it was a
                          flashlight, but now he realized it was the
                          sun. Of course. His execution had
                          been scheduled to occur before
                          dawn. 
                          
                        
                          Another
                          dawn he was never meant to
                          see. 
                          
                        
                          "God, I'm
                          alive,"he whispered, his parched throat
                          stinging as his eyes filled with tears.
                          This sunrise was a gift, a sign. A new
                          beginning. Drawing a deep breath, he took
                          a step toward the light, praying it would
                          lead him
                          outside. 
                          
                        
                          A sharp
                          pain shot through his knee and he
                          stumbled, barely preventing a fall. His
                          injuries were minor after electrocution
                          and being buried
                          alive. 
                          
                        
                          Alive.  
                          
                        
                          Limping,
                          Luke continued his slow trek through the
                          debris, picking his way blindly over piles
                          of rubble. If only he had
                          shoes... 
                          
                        
                          A sudden
                          sound made him freeze. Despite the thud of
                          his pulse, he listened. There it was
                          again, a low moan. Someone else was alive
                          in this mess. But who? More importantly,
                          did it
                          matter? 
                          
                        
                          An icy
                          chill raced down his spine. Whoever it was
                          could very well cost him his freedom.
                          Nothing--nothing--was worth that
                          price. 
                          
                        
                          He pushed
                          his foot forward to continue his escape,
                          but the moan came again. Closer. Keep
                            going, Nolan. He slid his other foot
                          forward, but it stopped against something
                          solid and
                          warm. 
                          
                        
                          A
                          body. 
                          
                        
                          Warm and
                          alive, the body trembled, and Luke jerked
                          his foot back. God, no. Please,
                            no. 
                          
                        
                          "Help
                          me." 
                          
                        
                          The voice
                          was so weak he'd barely heard it. Maybe he
                          hadn't. 
                          
                        
                          "Help,"it
                          came again, barely more than a strangled
                          whisper. 
                          
                        
                          He
                          mentally kicked himself for not running.
                          What made him pause? His conscience?   Fat lot of good that had done him the
                          night he tried to help a dying liquor
                          store clerk. Remembering the injustice,
                          the past eleven years of living hell, and
                          the horrors of the electric chair, he
                          started to walk away just as icy fingers
                          clamped around his bare
                          ankle. 
                          
                        
                          Luke's
                          gasp sounded more like a shout in the
                          deathly silence. He struggled to free
                          himself, but the person's fingernails
                          gouged his singed
                          flesh. 
                          
                        
                          A death
                          grip. 
                          
                        
                          Terror
                          plucked at his sanity as Luke remembered
                          the pain of the electric chair. No, he
                          couldn't go through that again. He'd
                          rather die here and now by any other
                          means. 
                          
                        
                          Panic
                          strengthened him as he freed his foot and
                          lunged forward, falling headfirst over
                          another body. A strangely still body. Cold
                          like
                          death. 
                          
                        
                          He eased
                          back on hands and knees. The sun was
                          higher now, glinting off something on the
                          dead man's chest. With shaking fingers,
                          Luke reached out to touch the object,
                          knowing without seeing. The crucifix felt
                          cool and smooth beneath his burned
                          fingers. 
                          
                        
                          "Go
                          with God, my son." His memory of the
                          priest's words filled Luke's head even as
                          another moan reached his
                          ears. 
                          
                        
                          The only
                          man who'd believed in his innocence was
                          dead. Luke was supposed to have died this
                          morning, but for some reason he was alive
                          and this man wasn't. He eased the crucifix
                          over the priest's head and slipped it over
                          his own, holding its weight in his palm
                          before releasing
                          it. 
                          
                        
                          It's a
                          sign. 
                          
                        
                          The sun
                          now filled the chamber with enough light
                          to allow Luke to see the dead man. His
                          injuries must've been internal, because
                          there wasn't a mark on him. As Luke stood,
                          he remembered his state of dress. How far
                          would he get wearing something similar to
                          a hospital gown and no shoes? The priest's
                          robe was intact, and he wouldn't need his
                          shoes
                          anymore. 
                          
                        
                          Without
                          another thought, he took the man's black
                          robe and slacks, tugging them on over his
                          tender flesh. He needed shoes, too, and as
                          he slipped on the chaplain's roomy
                          wingtips, Luke was thankful for his
                          smaller feet. The priest's Bible lay to
                          one side, and Luke took that, too,
                          justifying the act as part of his
                          disguise. 
                          
                        
                          "Thank
                          you, Father,"Luke whispered, then moved
                          again toward the
                          light. 
                          
                        
                          "Please
                          help me."This time, no doubt
                          remained--the voice was
                          female. 
                          
                        
                          Damn. If it had been anyone else he'd be out of
                          here by now, but he couldn't leave her.
                          The least he could do was help her outside
                          where someone might find her. Hell, for
                          all he knew a rescue team was already
                          digging for them and would drag him back
                          to prison until another execution could be
                          arranged. 
                          
                        
                          Gritting
                          his teeth, he picked his way back to the
                          woman and knelt beside her. Pain pierced
                          his kneecap, but he allowed himself
                          nothing more than a wince. If he and the
                          doctor were alive, then someone else could
                          be, too. Someone like the warden from
                          hell... 
                          
                        
                          He could
                          see her face now. Blood soaked one side of
                          her head and neck, but her eyes were open,
                          pleading. With strangers, his disguise
                          might have worked long enough to permit
                          his escape. Why was he such a
                          sucker? 
                          
                        
                          "We have
                          to get out of here,"he said quietly. "Can
                          you
                          walk?" 
                          
                        
                          She licked
                          her lips. "I-I'm not
                          sure." 
                          
                        
                          Luke
                          refrained from telling her she could
                          either walk or stay. Instead, he leaned
                          closer, noting her legs and body seemed
                          unharmed. "I'll help you
                          stand." 
                          
                        
                          She
                          groaned as he eased her to a sitting
                          position. Blood seeped from the wound at
                          her temple and he fished through his
                          pockets until he found a handkerchief.
                          Pressing it against the flow of blood, he
                          helped her to her feet. She wavered
                          slightly and gripped his arm for
                          support. 
                          
                        
                          "Let's
                          go."He kept one arm wrapped around her
                          waist while she continued to cling to him.
                          Cursing every second's delay, he finally
                          found the opening. He'd never appreciated
                          the sun before, but everything was
                          different now. Every breath was
                          precious. 
                          
                        
                          "My head,"she said, leaning more heavily against his
                          arm. 
                          
                        
                          "Look,
                          we're getting out of here now."Luke
                          propped her against a pile of rocks, then
                          turned to examine the opening. It might be
                          wide enough for her to squeeze through,
                          but he'd never fit. Loose bricks hung like
                          broken teeth on either side. Carefully, he
                          knocked them away until the space was wide
                          enough. "C'mon."He practically dragged
                          her through the narrow opening, ignoring
                          the searing pain of his burned flesh
                          scraping against jagged
                          bricks. 
                          
                        
                          Luke
                          paused to look back once. Sunlight glinted
                          off something metal. The chair. A
                          cold lump formed in his gut, followed by a
                          flash of heat, as if he needed
                          reminding.... 
                          
                        
                          With
                          renewed resolve, he turned away and led
                          the doctor outside. A sheer wall of
                          granite hid the opening from the outside
                          world. They were lucky even a little
                          sunlight had managed to find its way into
                          the
                          chamber. 
                          
                        
                          Outside,
                          Luke shaded his eyes and looked around.
                          They were far out in the wilderness. To
                          put it simply, he had no idea where they
                          were, other than somewhere in the Rocky
                          Mountains. 
                          
                        
                          Where
                          would he go? He glanced at the doctor,
                          knowing he could travel much faster
                          without her. Besides, she needed medical
                          attention. "Someone will find you here,"he said, easing her to the ground where
                          she leaned against a
                          rock. 
                          
                        
                          "Don't
                          leave me."Tears trickled down her cheeks
                          when she looked up at him.
  "I..." 
                          
                        
                          "Trust me,
                          lady,"he said quietly, "you don't want to
                          go where I'm
                          going." 
                          
                        
                          Her
                          pleading expression tore at him, but Luke
                          forced himself to remember
                          everything.   The injustice, the pain,
                          the betrayal... No, he wasn't willing to
                          sacrifice his freedom for anyone or
                          anything. Never
                          again. 
                          
                        
                          "Please,
                          I--" 
                          
                        
                          "No. I'm
                          outta here."He pushed her hands away and
                          took several steps, that nagging voice in
                          the back of his head tormenting him. She
                          was hurt--he shouldn't leave her here like
                          this. What if she
                          died? 
                          
                        
                          She
                          cried for
                          me. 
                          
                        
                          No one had
                          ever shed a tear on his behalf before. No
                          one. Hell, he knew she hadn't been crying
                          for him specifically, but
                          still... 
                          
                        
                          "Please?" 
                          
                        
                          He barely
                          heard her as a brisk wind whistled through
                          the trees. Clouds gathered and blocked the
                          sun, promising either rain or snow. There
                          were no roads, no parking lot, no sign of
                          civilization at all. Something wasn't
                          right. He stopped and turned in a full
                          circle, trying not to look at her, yet
                          knowing she still
                          followed. 
                          
                        
                          He reached
                          into his pocket and found the priest's car
                          keys. A small crucifix dangled from the
                          key ring. With a sigh, Luke looked
                          directly at the woman. "Come on, let's
                          find the car that goes with these
                          keys." 
                          
                        
                          Ignoring
                          her expression of relief, he waited for
                          her to catch up with him. She seemed more
                          stable now. Maybe her injury wasn't as
                          serious as he'd feared. "I'll drive you to
                          the nearest hospital, then you're on your
                          own." 
                          
                        
                          She
                          nodded, gingerly touching the ugly gash at
                          her temple. "I think the bleeding's
                          stopped." 
                          
                        
                          "Yeah,
                          looks like it."Luke looked around, trying
                          not to dwell on the woman's vulnerability.
                          She didn't reach his shoulder, and he
                          doubted she weighed more than a hundred
                          pounds, if
                          that. 
                          
                        
                          "Where are
                          we
                          going?" 
                          
                        
                          Luke
                          looked at her and shook his head. "Away.
                          Who gives a
                          shit?" 
                          
                        
                          She gave
                          him a look of disbelief. "I didn't know
                          p--" 
                          
                        
                          "Enough
                          talk."Luke had wasted too much precious
                          time already, though every indication told
                          him there was no reason to hurry. None at
                          all.
  "Weird." 
                          
                        
                          "What's
                          weird?" 
                          
                        
                          "Nothing."He took her hand and started downhill,
                          though there wasn't even a trail to
                          follow. All he could do was hope he'd find
                          a parking lot soon with a Chevy to match
                          the priest's keys. The altitude stole his
                          breath, and sweat did nothing to ease the
                          sting of his skin, but he kept walking.
                          Somehow, miraculously, the woman kept up
                          with him, though he knew she must be even
                          worse off than him. She'd lost a lot of
                          blood. 
                          
                        
                          "How much
                          farther?"she asked at the base of the
                          hill. 
                          
                        
                          Luke shot
                          her a side glance and noticed her flushed
                          face and rapid breathing. He probably
                          looked even worse, especially with his
                          head shaved and his skin fried. "You
                          okay?" 
                          
                        
                          She
                          nodded. "But how much farther to the
                          car?" 
                          
                        
                          "How the
                          hell should I know?"Why hadn't he left
                          her behind? She would've been all
                          right. 
                          
                        
                          "You don't
                          know where you parked your
                          car?" 
                          
                        
                          "My car?"He chuckled in disbelief. "Lady,
                          I've never owned a
                          car." 
                          
                        
                          Furrowing
                          her brow, she looked beyond him. "Maybe we
                          should go up that hill and have a
                          look." 
                          
                        
                          That made
                          sense. If he could find a highway to
                          follow... Of course, he'd have to be more
                          careful about staying hidden once they
                          reached civilization. Without comment, he
                          started up the hill, dragging her by the
                          hand. By the time they reached the summit,
                          they were both gasping for breath and they
                          collapsed at the base of a tall pine.
                          After a few minutes, Luke managed to
                          stand, using the tree for assistance. When
                          he looked down, he saw the doctor holding
                          her hand out toward him in a silent plea
                          for
                          help. 
                          
                        
                          "God, I'm
                          such a fool,"he muttered in disgust, even
                          as he pulled her to her feet. The clouds
                          were thicker now, covering the tops of the
                          higher peaks in the distance.   He
                          shivered as the air cooled his
                          skin. 
                          
                        
                          "Over
                          there." 
                          
                        
                          Luke
                          looked where the woman still pointed,
                          squinting to see.
  "What?" 
                          
                        
                          "I saw
                          some buildings, but the clouds moved
                          again." 
                          
                        
                          Shaking
                          his head, Luke slowly surveyed their
                          surroundings. He released her hand and
                          walked around the tree, looking as far as
                          possible in every direction. Trees,
                          mountains, and one stream. No roads, cars,
                          or
                          buildings. 
                          
                        
                          "Where the
                          hell are
                          we?" 
                          
                        
                          "There, I
                          told you so,"she said, drawing Luke's
                          attention back to where she'd pointed
                          earlier.
  "See?" 
                          
                        
                          The clouds
                          at this altitude were more like fog,
                          shrouding mountains and trees in
                          white.   He looked where she continued
                          to point, waiting as the clouds grew more
                          dense, then gradually
                          parted. 
                          
                        
                          "See?"she
                          repeated. "Over
                          there." 
                          
                        
                          "Yeah."Several buildings were clustered on the
                          side of a
                          mountain. 
                          
                        
                          "It must
                          be a town,"she
                          said. 
                          
                        
                          Luke
                          nodded, then looked back from where they'd
                          come. There was no evidence that a prison
                          had ever existed. None at all. "I don't
                          get this."He remembered being escorted
                          into a brand new facility, with every
                          possible convenience. Where the hell was
                          it
                          now? 
                          
                        
                          Government
                          buildings didn't just vanish. There should
                          be tons of rescue equipment up here now,
                          digging for survivors from the bombed
                          building. 
                          
                        
                          What
                          building? 
                          
                        
                          "Come on,
                          let's go,"she said, tugging on his
                          sleeve. 
                          
                        
                          The woman
                          didn't seem the least bit concerned about
                          their peculiar situation. "All right."So
                          much for the priest's car, wherever it
                          was. 
                          
                        
                          After
                          they'd walked for what seemed like miles,
                          she stopped and looked at him. "You look
                          tired, Father, and my feet are killing
                          me." 
                          
                        
                          Father? Luke froze in mid-step to stare at her.
  "What'd you call
                          me?" 
                          
                        
                          "Father.
                          You are a priest, aren't you?"The look on
                          her face screamed sincerity. "Should I
                          call you something
                          else?" 
                          
                        
                          "Uh..."Luke remembered the priest's Bible in the
                          pouch at his waist. The robe. The
                          crucifix. Go with God. "Father is
                          fine."He swallowed hard. If she didn't
                          remember who he was,
                          then... 
                          
                        
                          She didn't
                          know he was a condemned
                          man. 
                          
                        
                          Luke's
                          heart slammed into his bruised ribs and he
                          drew a deep breath. "We'll stop and rest
                          here." 
                          
                        
                          She sat
                          cross-legged on the ground, only a few
                          feet away. The expression on her face was
                          one of complete innocence. Bewilderment.
                          Forgetfulness?
   
                          
                        
                          Thank
                          God. 
                          
                        
                          Still,
                          just because she didn't know who he was
                          didn't mean others wouldn't. He had to put
                          some distance between himself and the law.
                          Maybe he'd go to Central America. "Ready?"he asked, suddenly eager to start his new
                          life. Her memory lapse was a
                          gift.       
                          
                        
                          Another
                          one. 
                          
                        
                          They both
                          stood and looked toward the town. It
                          didn't seem nearly as far now, and the
                          clouds had thinned somewhat, enabling Luke
                          to make out the definite shapes of a few
                          buildings. None of them looked big enough
                          to be a hospital,
                          though. 
                          
                        
                          Once he
                          knew she was safe and being cared for, he
                          could walk away with a clear conscience.
                          At
                          last. 
                          
                        
                          "Father,
                          before we
                          go..." 
                          
                        
                          "What is
                          it?"Luke tried to hide his impatience,
                          reminding himself that she thought he was
                          a real priest. With any luck, she wouldn't
                          remember his true identity until he was
                          hundreds of miles from
                          here. 
                          
                        
                          "Could you
                          answer one question for
                          me?" 
                          
                        
                          "I'll
                          try."Did she remember watching them strap
                          him into that horrible chair? Did she
                          remember his screams of agony? He closed
                          his eyes and swallowed hard. Her tug on
                          his sleeve made him open his eyes to meet
                          her
                          gaze. 
                          
                        
                          Her eyes
                          were large pools of blue, their intensity
                          rivaled only by the purpling at the side
                          of her head. "What is it?"he asked. They
                          needed to keep walking. "Your question, I
                          mean." 
                          
                        
                         "Father,"she said quietly, "who am
                          I?" 
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